| i like driving in my car at night by myself. i drive and drive until the trees and shadows of trees start to scare me with their looming black fingers. then i go home and creep up to my bedroom and turn on my christmas lights and go to sleep in their glow. it is the best thing in the world besides having a best friend. i have one of those too. : ) |
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| i was reading all my old entries today and i am a huge douchebag, and if you ever thought i was typing the truth about how i felt about anything you were lied to. sorry. i really don't love everyone . i love like two people adn one of them i shouldn't . i am mostly insecure about myself and i will only dance at shows if there is someone else dancing. pretty much i am a tool and i'd say i want to die but that is a lie too. i want to live. but i have to stop pretending. |
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| it all gets fucked up and then suddenly you are just moving on with your life even though you feel like everything you ever loved is over. you buy a book or something, and all of the sudden there is something even if it is just little, that is brand new in your life and it helps somehow. |
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| der little box,
new zealand is better than america, in all ways except for the toilet facilities and the fact that it is not the home of my friends or lover. i love my wives. oh little box it is grand . i am tired of talking to strangers though. i jsut want to make out with andrew sometimes
anyways i have been talking to people and smoking, that is what i like to do.
i like my job here becausae i get to decorate cakes and not wear shoes
i love ben dewitt
I LOVE REGINA SPEKTOR
lalala
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| sometimes being in love is a terrible nuisance. :( |
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